I'm not gonna BullShit ya I don't have all the answers. I just know what I know from alot of pain, experience, sacrifice, and more pain. Getting kicked in the face and having life take cheap shots at you is its way of training you. Earth was made to train the faithful. If you don't have faith and you don't have what it takes then you must aquire that.
We all harbour our secret pain deeply and dig it down rather you choose to accept it or not. We all have something about us rather we hide infront of it or we confront it. Either way it comes to not just haunt you but to change your life as it awakens you. School is as easy as it comes. There's just one problem I hate about it. Its just so damn social which causes alot of issues.
Kids rather tend to think they are adults in some way in school rather they act like it or not. Step back out of your soul out of your suit and tie and take a look at whats really going on and how you are acting. The silent ones will make it. The loud ones will have more and more problems due to not just their mouth but accurances from their history.
Don't miss out on anything you want to thats not my advice to you as of yet. Just don't let go of what makes you happy. Don't give up of what you want the most. Keep on pushing throughout the struggle. Don't let what you love the most slip through your fingers because you squeeze to tightly. And most of all. Don't loose yourself ever. Control insures complete clairty throughout your actions. The moment you loose that all anarachy breaks loose.
Be who you want to be because its right for you. Don't make a front an illusion of who you are. Because people might acctually accept you for who you are. They might take a liking to you. And yet you might make it.