Who am I. I am the beast of the dark layer. The silent sleeper. I am the one the begining and the end and the many. I am the poetic justice. You look down at me and I'm another man in line. Yup thats right I'm a man. A simple man in complicated respects. Contradiction for the right reasons there. Think about it. Times are different yuh its the 90's I don't need your mom to run up and tell me that with her big thick black horn rimmed classes from the 70's. Alot is what it is for the right reasons. Apparantly us teenagers think we could run the world. Could we really? Maybe in our own fantisies. I have alot of Fetish's. One happens to be computers I like all this new technology. I love to laugh at some preist not because eh's a preist but because he takes up time on Sunday morning complaining to National televsion that this Technology will over take us one day and Dominate and rule the world. Their all Scared. Scared of the Evolution of mankind. I refuse to be limited to my own mind. I wish to seek out other voices noone will stop me from learning.
We all have alot of ideals of what we like. If you happen to like my perspective of what you see on here give me a ring through the services through mail or icq who cares contact me. I like to help and I wish to hear other people. Maybe even you. Its up to you...
Incase your wondering no I'm not a messed up kid. I'v been through all of the teenager SHI!. I know what it entails. I'm not god allmight either. I'm a kid. You do fine by me I do fine by you. But then some people run you over uh? Or atleast try. Nobody crosses the line. Rule your life but only yours with an Iron Fist. Nobody can stop you but you. This is who we are. Make yourself who you want to be. In terms of a stoner, a lover, a prep, a prick, go ahead label yourself. Or just be your damn self as I am. This is who we are.
I have alot of Interests I suppose. Computers yay!. Haha. Just another uplink to somewhere server in kalamazoo. I personally like alot of music. Sometimes you can tell alot about a person by their music. Then sometimes you can't. I also have alot of interests concerning poetry and lots of cool things that tell people's storys lives and emotions sort of spilled out on paper and not through someone getting mad at you yelling and letting it all out then.
There's just lots I like. I do play guitar for my own boredom. When you have the best of friends you can't really be bored often. I have a job which keeps me busy but. Hell there's just so much not to do. I don't like doing certian things. I don't like going to big ass party's with a whole bunch of crackheads yackin it up. Why bother when theirs peace and quiet?
Quietness peacefulness and tranquility are things I aquire. Throught only these methods can I aquire my own peace. My own self may I gain back after I find all these things. There is one thing that I need. That I will always need. That will always be a constant. And will always be there. I will await for the day that comes. The real world never felt so cold alone...